just reach home at around 4+ to 5.. went to UP again.. with Weiqiang and KJ.. haha they cab down to fetch me.. lols.. yeah.. open 1 martell since only 3 of us.. jialat lo.. canot really drink today.. drink awhile nia seh seh alrdy.. haha.. hmmm singing is good lor.. after drinking.. really opens up my voice.. dunno why.. haha.. WQ today abit siao.. keep wanting to drink.. den me and KJ pei him drink lor.. haha.. hmm jus now WQ ask me to look after his cigg.. i took a few puffs.. haha.. =X=X mentol damn strong.. haha.. lols.. cooling.. haha.. but after that he took my cigg and throw on floor.. oops!! caught!! lols.. after that.. finish the bottle le, cabbed WQ and KJ back.. den yeah.. myself.. reached home sweet home.. haha.. have been trying to stay awake till now lols..
jus morning called not long ago.. should be wake up liaos le.. haha.. phew.. lucky can tahan till now.. so yea.. gonna sleep soon... =D call me up at 3pm!!! i needa wake up by then.. haha..
eh Brother.. i've been through much worst than you, you should know it yourself... don't keep doing this to yourself.. i call you my brother.. even if you everyday jio you know me and him sure will pei you go de lor.. (even though will keep nag at you la) so.. cheerup.. i know im in no place to ask you to cheer up since im not in a really good state.. haha.. but.. don't waste it.. i alrdy regret le.. but i can't turn back anymore.. you still can.. so.. think abt wad i told u in cab.. and make your choice.. you know we sure steady support you to the end de.. =D
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Monday, February 8, 2010
POST LE!!!!
wow.. haven't been blogging for some time.. haha.. ok.. recap...
30th January, went out with HM and M to Vivo to get our CNY clothes, HM is late.. LOLS.. went to LJS to eat, den shop for a while.. bought some clothes, den we dunno why we so random... actually wanna go and watch movie de.. but in the end.. we went to SENTOSA!! =.= really is sieh random.. we went there walk walk, take pictures.. lols.. went to the images of singapore!! lols.. took lots of pics lols.. haha waiting for HM post nia =P.. lols erm then after that we sent M to yio chukang den me and HM went compass point eat.. den walked her to her block there to slack.. SI ALEX!! never come down!!! lols.. but WIN2 came down.. LOLS weeee... talk alot of craps.. den yay.. walked to WIN de car there den he sent me and HM to 511 eat den sent me home.. Thanks a bunch WIN! lols
5th Febuary, went to find Jiexiong at Tamp, den walk walk and went over to Bugis, walk walk shop for clothes, and had dinner at Thai Express... sieh shiok.. hahaha.. after that went over to Plaza Sing to find a vest to go along with my shirt haha.. yup.. found it and we slacked at Mac while JX ate his MILO MCflurry and i drink my large coke.. lols.. wait till KJ's call, den JX took bus home while i went to MRT to meet KJ.. headed over to Clarke Quay and went over to UP to join in with Weiqiang and drank there.. WQ intro me his 2 friends, Alex and Murphy.. haha.. played dice and 5 10 and drank.. i really noob at 5 10 la.. sieh slow.. lols.. haha.. Alex merlioned, then after that he went home.. den the 4 of us drank finish the 2 bottles of martell den i cabbed with KJ.. sent him to his house there.. HENG MY COUSIN STAY NEAR HIM.. he damn retarded.. dun wanna tell me where he stay.. =.=.. den i had to call my cousin up.. lols.. but yea.. got him backed.. den after that went home le lor.. realised i spent all of my next week allowance =(.. haha.. so bo simi lui alrdy..
The next day, WQ called me up again.. hahah ASK ME WHETHER WANNA GO UP find him anot.. haha i actually dun mind la.. but KJ never go.. only Alex and Murphy.. den i decided not to go.. haha.. shy =X lols.. no la.. + i not much money le also.. lols.. den stayed at home.. that day stomach damn weird also.. cause never eat anything.. too lazy go buy.. so nua at home use com and lappy.. hahahaha =D
YTD!! woke up by my aunt's call.. haha ask me whether i going off to my Grandma house anot.. lols.. short of 1 leg.. hahaha... den i quickly get changed and went over lor.. LOLS.. Majong over there.. heng heng lor.. i won around 15 liddat.. haha.. yay.. got allowance for a few days lols.. haha.. went home.. den went down to Supper with Hanping and Desmond and Auntie Serena.. haha.. talk talk, eat eat.. den went home..
Dessy and Serena going in MSIA today.. actually wanna follow.. since i still got some msia$$.. but haha i think nvmm dun think got space lo.. haha.. so yea.. morning call.. since i still awake.. haha i promised so even tired still wait den call le den sleep.. haha... Shagua Fossil FTW.. lols.. random..
30th January, went out with HM and M to Vivo to get our CNY clothes, HM is late.. LOLS.. went to LJS to eat, den shop for a while.. bought some clothes, den we dunno why we so random... actually wanna go and watch movie de.. but in the end.. we went to SENTOSA!! =.= really is sieh random.. we went there walk walk, take pictures.. lols.. went to the images of singapore!! lols.. took lots of pics lols.. haha waiting for HM post nia =P.. lols erm then after that we sent M to yio chukang den me and HM went compass point eat.. den walked her to her block there to slack.. SI ALEX!! never come down!!! lols.. but WIN2 came down.. LOLS weeee... talk alot of craps.. den yay.. walked to WIN de car there den he sent me and HM to 511 eat den sent me home.. Thanks a bunch WIN! lols
5th Febuary, went to find Jiexiong at Tamp, den walk walk and went over to Bugis, walk walk shop for clothes, and had dinner at Thai Express... sieh shiok.. hahaha.. after that went over to Plaza Sing to find a vest to go along with my shirt haha.. yup.. found it and we slacked at Mac while JX ate his MILO MCflurry and i drink my large coke.. lols.. wait till KJ's call, den JX took bus home while i went to MRT to meet KJ.. headed over to Clarke Quay and went over to UP to join in with Weiqiang and drank there.. WQ intro me his 2 friends, Alex and Murphy.. haha.. played dice and 5 10 and drank.. i really noob at 5 10 la.. sieh slow.. lols.. haha.. Alex merlioned, then after that he went home.. den the 4 of us drank finish the 2 bottles of martell den i cabbed with KJ.. sent him to his house there.. HENG MY COUSIN STAY NEAR HIM.. he damn retarded.. dun wanna tell me where he stay.. =.=.. den i had to call my cousin up.. lols.. but yea.. got him backed.. den after that went home le lor.. realised i spent all of my next week allowance =(.. haha.. so bo simi lui alrdy..
The next day, WQ called me up again.. hahah ASK ME WHETHER WANNA GO UP find him anot.. haha i actually dun mind la.. but KJ never go.. only Alex and Murphy.. den i decided not to go.. haha.. shy =X lols.. no la.. + i not much money le also.. lols.. den stayed at home.. that day stomach damn weird also.. cause never eat anything.. too lazy go buy.. so nua at home use com and lappy.. hahahaha =D
YTD!! woke up by my aunt's call.. haha ask me whether i going off to my Grandma house anot.. lols.. short of 1 leg.. hahaha... den i quickly get changed and went over lor.. LOLS.. Majong over there.. heng heng lor.. i won around 15 liddat.. haha.. yay.. got allowance for a few days lols.. haha.. went home.. den went down to Supper with Hanping and Desmond and Auntie Serena.. haha.. talk talk, eat eat.. den went home..
Dessy and Serena going in MSIA today.. actually wanna follow.. since i still got some msia$$.. but haha i think nvmm dun think got space lo.. haha.. so yea.. morning call.. since i still awake.. haha i promised so even tired still wait den call le den sleep.. haha... Shagua Fossil FTW.. lols.. random..
Friday, January 29, 2010
thanks pals, you are the best.
Whoa.. today is the 29th already.. now times really flies.. it has been a month, many things had happen.. i don't know why, but it all ended up in a bad way.. getting deleted from fb, getting deleted from msn, getting blocked and maybe deleted in even garena.. haha.. no more talks, no more msns, no more msgs..
From 20th january.. i know its time to move on.. recently, i've been packing my room, found lots and lots of stuffs out.. looking at them makes me feels that i'm looking at someone else's story.. a beautiful love story that was not meant to be mine..
i've given up in lots and lots of things during then, come to think of it.. i apologise to those who still comes here, i apologise to my bedok cliques, my sisters, my damai bros, my F804 and F803 cliques, myhj & ghm and ht johnny that clique, apologise to my careperson, Ms Khin, to Casual BS, to my dad, to my cousins, to you, and most importantly, i apologise to myself..
i apologise to my bedok cliques for making u guys constantly worry abt me, making u guys constantly accompanying me to go out to kill my boredoms.. it really feel nice to have brothers like you guys, even though at times we might quarrel ingames and stuffs, knowing u guys really makes me feel the best in my life.. lets continue with it, Brothers For Life Yo! Jingwei, John, Desmond, Renyuan, Yongjian, Hanping, Junwei, Yinquan and Jeffery.. Sorry and Thank you! =)
i apologise to my sisters, for not being able to meet out during the past yr.. both u guys and i are quite busy though.. thanks for all the concern that u guys gave and being there for me when i needed to.. hmm.. lets go out for pool and singing sometime soon alright? =D Shiying, Shimei and Zihui, Thanks alot, and Sorry too.. =D
i apologise to you guys, for not being there too often.. have been busy with sch eh.. haha =D so lets meet up more often, go out walk walk, play ps2, slack and talk crap more alrights!! and long time never sing k + pool with you guys also already lors.. haha find u guys out tgt 1 day.. let me know alrights?!?! Jiexiong, Allan and Linting Thanks for being there and Sorry =)
i apologise to my F804 and F803 cliques for not constantly updating with u guys and disappear from the clique.. its really nice to know you guys and all.. having all those fun times together, be it jus slacking, eating, prawning and all.. =) i really miss having fun with all of you guys though.. haha =) Lets try and keep in touch more alright? =D KJ, Weiqiang, Winwin, Liyan, Jolene, Joanna, Derrence, Kaven, Xiao Des and Zhenlin... Sorry and Thank you! =)
i apologise to the mentor cliques as to constantly gave you guys trouble at times, being on and off contacts with you guys.. i really appreciate that you all are still there for me, everytime i'm in trouble and stuffs, u guys will pop out and show your concern to me =) i really appreciate it.. lets go for our movie soon okays?? =D Huimin, Maureen, Huiting & Johnnyand Mel.. Sorry and Thanks =)
i apologise to Ms Khin for constantly causing you to worry abt my studies, having you to call me to get me to work hard and stuffs, helping me to get back to tp, even though i don't know whether i will successfully pass this term, i will try hard, giving it all and starting my projects.. even though i know its abit late, i will try my best to do it. =) Thanks for showing me your concern, im glad to have a careperson like you.. Thanks alot, and Sorry..
i apologise to Casual Bs, having to know you guys really made a difference, you guys are not entirely jus online friends.. but more than that.. you guys brought me into the BS world thats fun, and even teaching me to play some of the maps that im not good at.. Sorry that i had to leave the clan because of something.. but i promise.. i will be there if you guys need me =) play tgt soon =DD Siones, tardtard, ErikaToda, XxTechxX, Chrisyn, Upcomer, Sleekshot and ss85.. Sorry i had to go, Thanks for all that you guys had teached me =)
i apologise to my Dad, knowing you have great expectations for me, i still fail you, even though you seems to don't care abt me.. but i know.. if i need you, you will be there for me, maybe i am just not really close to you.. knowing that you have alot to worry abt, having being the boss and constantly having to be the sole breadwinner in the family with includes granny's side, i don't wish you to worry abt me and stuffs, i'm now trying my best to do all projects and try to maintain in tp, Sorry for making you have to worry abt me and stuffs, and Thank you.. =D
i apologise to my cousins, for missing quite a number of dates with you guys, for being there to pei mi talk and taking up your times and for nearly forgetting abt you guys =D thanks for being jus there, for being my cousins, for introducing me songs that are nice, for going to sing k and talking craps =) Jos, Angie, Raymond, Jiawen, Pricilla, Elyn and Louis, Sorry and Thank you =D
i apologise to you, for having to sink into this kind of relationship with me, for wasting your time on me, now that you have found another guy, i hope you can treat him well and be happy.. even though we aren't tgt anymore, i hope we can still be friends, i don't know whether you will be seeing this, but, yeah.. if really something happens and you need me, i will be there, its ok.. we are still friends right? =) i thank you for all the good memories that you have given me, for all the happy stuffs that you have brought me, thanks for all the things that you've made for me. Sorry for making you unhappy, sorry for not being able to be the one.. i sincerely Thank you, and i'm Sorry..
Lastly.. i had to apologise to myself, for being too emotional, that i had nearly gave up my studies for that, oh maybe its already too late.. but i hope not.. i will keep trying till the last minute =) sorry that i have made myself look like a complete idiot.. sorry for being so retarded as to think of ending of life, i think i've straightened my thoughts, Sorry for me, being me, and i Thank myself for that too.. =D i shall indulged myself with good food =DD anyone wanna treat me?? drop me a tag =D
From 20th january.. i know its time to move on.. recently, i've been packing my room, found lots and lots of stuffs out.. looking at them makes me feels that i'm looking at someone else's story.. a beautiful love story that was not meant to be mine..
i've given up in lots and lots of things during then, come to think of it.. i apologise to those who still comes here, i apologise to my bedok cliques, my sisters, my damai bros, my F804 and F803 cliques, myhj & ghm and ht johnny that clique, apologise to my careperson, Ms Khin, to Casual BS, to my dad, to my cousins, to you, and most importantly, i apologise to myself..
i apologise to my bedok cliques for making u guys constantly worry abt me, making u guys constantly accompanying me to go out to kill my boredoms.. it really feel nice to have brothers like you guys, even though at times we might quarrel ingames and stuffs, knowing u guys really makes me feel the best in my life.. lets continue with it, Brothers For Life Yo! Jingwei, John, Desmond, Renyuan, Yongjian, Hanping, Junwei, Yinquan and Jeffery.. Sorry and Thank you! =)
i apologise to my sisters, for not being able to meet out during the past yr.. both u guys and i are quite busy though.. thanks for all the concern that u guys gave and being there for me when i needed to.. hmm.. lets go out for pool and singing sometime soon alright? =D Shiying, Shimei and Zihui, Thanks alot, and Sorry too.. =D
i apologise to you guys, for not being there too often.. have been busy with sch eh.. haha =D so lets meet up more often, go out walk walk, play ps2, slack and talk crap more alrights!! and long time never sing k + pool with you guys also already lors.. haha find u guys out tgt 1 day.. let me know alrights?!?! Jiexiong, Allan and Linting Thanks for being there and Sorry =)
i apologise to my F804 and F803 cliques for not constantly updating with u guys and disappear from the clique.. its really nice to know you guys and all.. having all those fun times together, be it jus slacking, eating, prawning and all.. =) i really miss having fun with all of you guys though.. haha =) Lets try and keep in touch more alright? =D KJ, Weiqiang, Winwin, Liyan, Jolene, Joanna, Derrence, Kaven, Xiao Des and Zhenlin... Sorry and Thank you! =)
i apologise to the mentor cliques as to constantly gave you guys trouble at times, being on and off contacts with you guys.. i really appreciate that you all are still there for me, everytime i'm in trouble and stuffs, u guys will pop out and show your concern to me =) i really appreciate it.. lets go for our movie soon okays?? =D Huimin, Maureen, Huiting & Johnnyand Mel.. Sorry and Thanks =)
i apologise to Ms Khin for constantly causing you to worry abt my studies, having you to call me to get me to work hard and stuffs, helping me to get back to tp, even though i don't know whether i will successfully pass this term, i will try hard, giving it all and starting my projects.. even though i know its abit late, i will try my best to do it. =) Thanks for showing me your concern, im glad to have a careperson like you.. Thanks alot, and Sorry..
i apologise to Casual Bs, having to know you guys really made a difference, you guys are not entirely jus online friends.. but more than that.. you guys brought me into the BS world thats fun, and even teaching me to play some of the maps that im not good at.. Sorry that i had to leave the clan because of something.. but i promise.. i will be there if you guys need me =) play tgt soon =DD Siones, tardtard, ErikaToda, XxTechxX, Chrisyn, Upcomer, Sleekshot and ss85.. Sorry i had to go, Thanks for all that you guys had teached me =)
i apologise to my Dad, knowing you have great expectations for me, i still fail you, even though you seems to don't care abt me.. but i know.. if i need you, you will be there for me, maybe i am just not really close to you.. knowing that you have alot to worry abt, having being the boss and constantly having to be the sole breadwinner in the family with includes granny's side, i don't wish you to worry abt me and stuffs, i'm now trying my best to do all projects and try to maintain in tp, Sorry for making you have to worry abt me and stuffs, and Thank you.. =D
i apologise to my cousins, for missing quite a number of dates with you guys, for being there to pei mi talk and taking up your times and for nearly forgetting abt you guys =D thanks for being jus there, for being my cousins, for introducing me songs that are nice, for going to sing k and talking craps =) Jos, Angie, Raymond, Jiawen, Pricilla, Elyn and Louis, Sorry and Thank you =D
i apologise to you, for having to sink into this kind of relationship with me, for wasting your time on me, now that you have found another guy, i hope you can treat him well and be happy.. even though we aren't tgt anymore, i hope we can still be friends, i don't know whether you will be seeing this, but, yeah.. if really something happens and you need me, i will be there, its ok.. we are still friends right? =) i thank you for all the good memories that you have given me, for all the happy stuffs that you have brought me, thanks for all the things that you've made for me. Sorry for making you unhappy, sorry for not being able to be the one.. i sincerely Thank you, and i'm Sorry..
Lastly.. i had to apologise to myself, for being too emotional, that i had nearly gave up my studies for that, oh maybe its already too late.. but i hope not.. i will keep trying till the last minute =) sorry that i have made myself look like a complete idiot.. sorry for being so retarded as to think of ending of life, i think i've straightened my thoughts, Sorry for me, being me, and i Thank myself for that too.. =D i shall indulged myself with good food =DD anyone wanna treat me?? drop me a tag =D
Thursday, January 14, 2010
i guess i m just not fit to be in love... i should just be the joker that serves laughters to all.. loner for life? haha... even though i really love you this much.. but i guess u are not coming back anymore...
keeping all the sufferings in my heart.. CNY is coming, everytime i think of it, i dun really feel happy.. as this yr.. i am doing it all alone.. u are not feeling well right now.. i really wish to be there to take care of you.. but i know you dun want me to.. am i still in your heart?
wad a bad start of year for me.. haha life just sucks.. and because of what happen, i didnt went to school.. i guess i went into a slight depression... haha... its just too much to handle in one year..
you know.. i love you i miss you i am still waiting for you.. do you know it? its jus me alone in this loney cny... baby... i love you... im tearing right now... where are you??
i guess i might not beable to successfully pass this term.. haha...well as i said.. life sucks.. haha... might as well go for ns and jus get in the society and wait for 2012 to come ba...
u once said i am the only one who understand you the most.. well.. you are too.. haha =) i dunno whether you will be seeing this anot... haha baby.. i love you much...
HEY ANYONE WHO SEE THIS GIMMI A TAG!!! lol
keeping all the sufferings in my heart.. CNY is coming, everytime i think of it, i dun really feel happy.. as this yr.. i am doing it all alone.. u are not feeling well right now.. i really wish to be there to take care of you.. but i know you dun want me to.. am i still in your heart?
wad a bad start of year for me.. haha life just sucks.. and because of what happen, i didnt went to school.. i guess i went into a slight depression... haha... its just too much to handle in one year..
you know.. i love you i miss you i am still waiting for you.. do you know it? its jus me alone in this loney cny... baby... i love you... im tearing right now... where are you??
i guess i might not beable to successfully pass this term.. haha...well as i said.. life sucks.. haha... might as well go for ns and jus get in the society and wait for 2012 to come ba...
u once said i am the only one who understand you the most.. well.. you are too.. haha =) i dunno whether you will be seeing this anot... haha baby.. i love you much...
HEY ANYONE WHO SEE THIS GIMMI A TAG!!! lol
Monday, January 11, 2010
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
im feeling freaking sad, freaking pissed off, freaking terrible, my dad jus dont understand me, keep kp me ytd night when im feeling so down.. i feel like quarreling with him and jus get out of the house and never come back.. hais.. i need you, where are you now? my heart hurts.. im regreting now.. hais. i love you..
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