Baby, Be Strong.

Baby stayed over at my house ytd night, watching tv and playing computer and slept over. today, we woke up and went over to 531 to have our lunch. after that, was gonna sent baby home, but she received an emergency message saying that her dad had passed on, she broke into tears immediately, i quickly hailed a cab and went to her place with her by my side. as the cab was driving, she kept crying and crying, it pains my heart to see her cry, but i know that i cant tell her not to, i've been through this, i know the grief and sadness that she would have to go through, upon reaching her place, her brothers and sister and brother-in-law were alrdy there, i sat there and accompany her. after she bathed and after awhile, she asked me to go back home first. i know even if im there i cant help much, so i decided to go home.

uncle may you be in peace. i'll make sure to take good care of her for you.

Baby, stay strong, you know i'll always be there if you need me to. <3 y0u have to stay strong dearest. Remember that he'll always be there, be there in the memories, in your heart.

I will be waiting for my dearest and cheerful baby to come back. BABY, I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU! =) <3

Happy Birthday, To Me!!

Haha.. my birthday has just began.. now still chatting on phone with baby dearest. =)) shes the 1st to wish me!! haha =) i tell her den she very happy lor haha.. hmm really long time since i came back to here.. going out with mingda all later to slack around and stuffs.. i really wonder if pple still rmb my bday anot.. haha.. nvm ba hmm well i guess thats all..

Happy Birthday to me!!
And And,
Dearest, thanks so much =) i love you =)

Work Work

Hadnt been to my blog for a freaking long time liao le lor =D cause now working at Uniqlo Somerset le.. =) jus got my pay wahahahah.. hmmm all i wanna say is.. TSJ, i'm hoping you would tell me your past r.s that makes you not have to courage to love anymore. all i can say is, im not that guy, hais.. nvm.. i will wait.. ILOVEYOUTINGSHIJIA, tell me you are mine :))

interview?!?!

Yesterday.. 23rd Feb.
Lols.. thanks for waking me up Jxiong and Jingw... haha.. i scared i cant woke so i ask my bros to spam call me.. a very big thanks to them.. needa go interview at somerset 313.. was very tired as not enough sleep =X haha.. erm.. meet Jxiong at platform at eunos MRT and we went down to somerset lor.. haha.. went over to Uniqlo but found that my cousin's friend not there.. at break.. so i went for lunch with Xiong also.. walk at B1 of 313 for quite long den decide to jus eat Yoshinoya.. lols.. Sry Xiong.. haha didnt went to eat ur En Dim Sum.. LOLS..

after that went up to see Yuen Sen.. didnt interview in the end.. =.= jus write the application form nia.. den wait to see if still need interview anot.. diaos sia.. haha.. nvm.. because they dun hire part time, so we went ZARA to help Xiong see whether there hiring anot.. lols.. Xiong filled the ZARA application form then bought 2 T-Shirts at ZARA.. if he work there i will sure damn shocked.. lols.. all wear till super formal.. Coat, Tie, FORMAL like wtf.. lols.. hmmm.. den went to walk walk at Orchard Central.. saw 2 celebrity there.. the Zeng Shimei and another one i dunno the name.. lols.. they went for golf there i think.. hmm.. den we went to Cineleisure.. show off my catching soft toys skill to Xiong.. caught 2 bigger version Yoshis and Exchange for a Stitch!!.. lols.. look damn paiseh though.. 2 guys walking on the road with a Stitch.. cause no Plastic Bag!!..

then, i decided to go Uniqlo and buy a vest.. jus for the sake of getting a plastic bag =X den kana laughed by 1 of the cashier there.. so paiseh lah.. =X lols.. but dun care.. haha.. went to the toilet.. and instant put on my new bought vest.. hmm.. den walk walk awhile den went back to Orchard Central to eat.. ABALONE!! lols.. small de la.. eat the Ah Yi Tian Xia de.. lols.

Xiong's Food...

Mine!! Yummy lols..

den after that went over to my place to get my laptop and stuffs den went over to Xiong's place and meet Allan there.. Played BS with Jiehao, Xiong's younger bro.. and after that 5v5 draft with Allan's team.. lols.. GG WP.. hmm den after that we jus spam play Fifa lo.. i cant win jiu shi cant win sia.. =(( everytime i lead.. den after that GG i lose.. =(( haha.. no form i think!! =XX lols.. den until 5+ liddat went down to MAC to eat breakfast.. lols.. ther got LIVE soccer sia.. Man U vs West Ham.. Man U win lo.. den after that went back Xiong house.. den Xiong and Allan went sleep and i nua there use laptop play game lo.. den suddenly no internet.. i think Xiong's dad off the internet.. i too shag.. den play Spider solitare and listen to my phone de songs.. haha..

Finally 9am liao.. wake Xiong and Allan up.. den after that wait for Hao to okay den we went out.. Allan and Hao go Tp, Xiong prepare meet his gf, i went home.. LOLs... slept at around 11am.. =X
Allan Kope my STITCH!!! lols.. i lazy bring back.. so ask Allan give his sister.. but he say he ownself KOPE!! lols.. haha.. and i thought he likes tigger nia =X

Afternoon, woke up by RY and Jeff's call.. Ry coming meet me and john.. he came my hse awhile den after that went down to meet John for dinner.. talk crap, eat dinner, laughs, den now reached home liao..

All the Best to Those thats having Exams now.. and Common Test.. Jiayous okay?!?! =DD

YOSHIs DAY! think positive when drinking,negative and u are gone!

hmmm woke up at 12pm by dad.. needa go granny house to pray for my ancestors.. haha.. so not enough sleep.. den actually wanna go back sleep de lor.. den granny ask me play majong lo.. lols.. played 1 round.. lose badly.. cant concentrate.. haha.. den after that round.. nap abit at granny hse.. until KJ called me.. haha.. after that went home.. played BS.. until KJ come..

Went to fetch Jolene and meet Derrence and Win2 at Old Airport Market.. lols.. eat our dinner there.. den went down to The Cathay.. wanna catch 72 tenants of Prosperity.. but.. there no more time slot le.. den i called Raymond up and ask him help mi check.. then Orchard Cineleisure still got timeslot den we faster drive down there.. ps.. my bad.. thought Cathay got.. made Win2 and KJ waste $3 each.. =X

Watched 72 Tenants of Prosperity at Cineleisure.. Quite a nice show.. if you like comedy.. i recommand to catch this show.. haha.. after that.. got kick wanna catch soft toys.. den i caught altogether 5 Yoshi-es.. haha.. 1 for each of us.. too bad no original colour, aka Green.. We got Black, Teal, Blue, White and Red Yoshi.. Win2 took Teal, Jolene took White, KJ took Black, Der took Red and i take the Blue one.. haha.. like a happy lo.. den after that.. went back to park KJ's car.. den Win2 sent us down to UP.. because KJ still got balance left.. muahhahahaha.. oops i drank again.. haha.. Sang some songs, Drink some martell.. den kana scam by win2.. i wanna tah with KJ and Jolene and Der, I DRANK ON THE ROCK.. lols.. dun really like it.. den no more green tea, lazy get.. den mix with coke.. dun really like the feeling.. sux to core.. =X

After drink finish, went to eat dim sum at Jalan Besar.. have negative thoughts, den stomach alot of gas because of coke.. den bth, puke.. damn.. 1st time sia.. lols.. really must think positive lo.. negative thoughts = cannot control.. lols.. haha... ate some.. drank tea.. den went back to win2's car.. i at there merlion sia.. like a weak only.. hais... positive THOUGHTS!!.. lols.. den win2 sent der home, den my turn, then jolene home and kj home ba.. should be liddat lols.. catch a small nap in win2's car..

Reach home le.. 5 30, play abit of BS.. den morning call, den now blogging lor.. shall update my blog with Yoshi pics.. lols.. since KJ say my blog only words and no PICS.. lols... After this.. sleep!!! abit seh seh liao.. hope later dun hangover jiu ok le.. =D

thanks pals, you are the best.

Whoa.. today is the 29th already.. now times really flies.. it has been a month, many things had happen.. i don't know why, but it all ended up in a bad way.. getting deleted from fb, getting deleted from msn, getting blocked and maybe deleted in even garena.. haha.. no more talks, no more msns, no more msgs..

From 20th january.. i know its time to move on.. recently, i've been packing my room, found lots and lots of stuffs out.. looking at them makes me feels that i'm looking at someone else's story.. a beautiful love story that was not meant to be mine..

i've given up in lots and lots of things during then, come to think of it.. i apologise to those who still comes here, i apologise to my bedok cliques, my sisters, my damai bros, my F804 and F803 cliques, myhj & ghm and ht johnny that clique, apologise to my careperson, Ms Khin, to Casual BS, to my dad, to my cousins and most importantly, i apologise to myself..

i apologise to my bedok cliques for making u guys constantly worry abt me, making u guys constantly accompanying me to go out to kill my boredoms.. it really feel nice to have brothers like you guys, even though at times we might quarrel ingames and stuffs, knowing u guys really makes me feel the best in my life.. lets continue with it, Brothers For Life Yo! Jingwei, John, Desmond, Renyuan, Yongjian, Hanping, Junwei, Yinquan and Jeffery.. Sorry and Thank you! =)

i apologise to my sisters, for not being able to meet out during the past yr.. both u guys and i are quite busy though.. thanks for all the concern that u guys gave and being there for me when i needed to.. hmm.. lets go out for pool and singing sometime soon alright? =D Shiying, Shimei and Zihui, Thanks alot, and Sorry too.. =D

i apologise to you guys, for not being there too often.. have been busy with sch eh.. haha =D so lets meet up more often, go out walk walk, play ps2, slack and talk crap more alrights!! and long time never sing k + pool with you guys also already lors.. haha find u guys out tgt 1 day.. let me know alrights?!?! Jiexiong, Allan and Linting Thanks for being there and Sorry =)

i apologise to my F804 and F803 cliques for not constantly updating with u guys and disappear from the clique.. its really nice to know you guys and all.. having all those fun times together, be it jus slacking, eating, prawning and all.. =) i really miss having fun with all of you guys though.. haha =) Lets try and keep in touch more alright? =D KJ, Weiqiang, Winwin, Liyan, Jolene, Joanna, Derrence, Kaven, Xiao Des and Zhenlin... Sorry and Thank you! =)

i apologise to the mentor cliques as to constantly gave you guys trouble at times, being on and off contacts with you guys.. i really appreciate that you all are still there for me, everytime i'm in trouble and stuffs, u guys will pop out and show your concern to me =) i really appreciate it.. lets go for our movie soon okays?? =D Huimin, Maureen, Huiting & Johnnyand Mel.. Sorry and Thanks =)

i apologise to Ms Khin for constantly causing you to worry abt my studies, having you to call me to get me to work hard and stuffs, helping me to get back to tp, even though i don't know whether i will successfully pass this term, i will try hard, giving it all and starting my projects.. even though i know its abit late, i will try my best to do it. =) Thanks for showing me your concern, im glad to have a careperson like you.. Thanks alot, and Sorry..

i apologise to Casual Bs, having to know you guys really made a difference, you guys are not entirely jus online friends.. but more than that.. you guys brought me into the BS world thats fun, and even teaching me to play some of the maps that im not good at.. Sorry that i had to leave the clan because of something.. but i promise.. i will be there if you guys need me =) play tgt soon =DD Siones, tardtard, ErikaToda, XxTechxX, Chrisyn, Upcomer, Sleekshot and ss85.. Sorry i had to go, Thanks for all that you guys had teached me =)

i apologise to my Dad, knowing you have great expectations for me, i still fail you, even though you seems to don't care abt me.. but i know.. if i need you, you will be there for me, maybe i am just not really close to you.. knowing that you have alot to worry abt, having being the boss and constantly having to be the sole breadwinner in the family with includes granny's side, i don't wish you to worry abt me and stuffs, i'm now trying my best to do all projects and try to maintain in tp, Sorry for making you have to worry abt me and stuffs, and Thank you.. =D

i apologise to my cousins, for missing quite a number of dates with you guys, for being there to pei mi talk and taking up your times and for nearly forgetting abt you guys =D thanks for being jus there, for being my cousins, for introducing me songs that are nice, for going to sing k and talking craps =) Jos, Angie, Raymond, Jiawen, Pricilla, Elyn and Louis, Sorry and Thank you =D

Lastly.. i had to apologise to myself, for being too emotional, that i had nearly gave up my studies for that, oh maybe its already too late.. but i hope not.. i will keep trying till the last minute =) sorry that i have made myself look like a complete idiot.. sorry for being so retarded as to think of ending of life, i think i've straightened my thoughts, Sorry for me, being me, and i Thank myself for that too.. =D i shall indulged myself with good food =DD anyone wanna treat me?? drop me a tag =D

196 Days without you and counting...

Its 27th May.. my birthday.. everyone wishes me happy birthday, everyone but one. havent heard her voice for 196 days already, have been missing her almost everytime. every year during 27th may, u will either give an angbao or good food, sometimes both.. but this year.. none.. can you come to me in my dreams and talk to me? i really misses you alot. i really do mum..